Hello Friends, How are you? I was away for a while as I was fighting with our new invisible virus 🦠 demon friend COVID
From last one year I haven’t visited anyone, nor has anybody visited us but how it entered our house is still a mystery. On 16th April my Father- in- law was inflicted with cold, cough and his eyes were red. It alarmed me and with the consultation of the Doctor we started his medication, to avoid his doubt and tension we decided not to tell him and treat him secretly.
We told him it’s a mild flu as he is nearly 90 yr old. His Heart conditions are not very good and he can’t do anything of his own. After his reports came positive, I did not allow anyone near him and personally took care of him. All the family members were isolated as everyone was infected by that time. While nursing him, I got infected so badly that on the 16th day he was cured but my situation got worst. I went for test, as it was my 13th day, my COVID report came Negative but I was still in high fever, 103-104 for constant four days. On the fourth day my oxygen spo2 level started dropping below 78 and all day it remained 87-88. At night it dropped at the level of 48 and I got unconscious.. This is the moment when I was sleeping and in my subconscious mind I saw a shadow who was pulling me towards him and I magnetically got swayed away, sleeping in his lap.
Suddenly I heard a voice of my daughter screaming “Mumma” and she shooked me. The eco and the anguish in her voice created the force to pull me back from the Demon’s lap, instilling the life in me. I saw her sitting beside me with her Dad and calling Doc for help. I was dying but as we all know “Doc is the God on Earth” my Brother Dr. Prashant Rai and Our family Doctor Dr. Ashwani Mehta called up and started the medication but the biggest problem what we faced was organising oxygen cylinders for survival and after the fight of eight days I am on the Path of Recovery. Steroids are being reduced and injectables removed, I am now managing to breath more than 6-7 hrs without oxygen support during the day.
Sharing the experience in few lines with you all. I am grateful to the Universe and God for whatever I have today .. I can breathe and I am alive amongst my family 🙏
Fascinating it was
The soft tender arms
Holding me tight,
Cozily I was falling
In the warm hug,
Smiling at me it said
Come darling! let’s go ..
I smiled and holded it back
Lazily sleeping and murmuring
Wait! let me rest for a while..
Just like this in your lap..
Holding the waist carrased..
Minutes later it said
Time to go baby .. ‘Come’
Suddenly I heard
Deep anguished voice “Mumma”..
Loud voice shooked me and I saw
That shadow fading away
I was craving for it more
But the echo kept the shadow cast away ..
Was it a dream or hallucination?
I was happy and smiling .. ready to go
Unless that loud voice of my daughter
Stopped me from going along
I sensed the chilling wave once it left
I was cold to death..