With a deep breath , tears rolling down her cheeks, crying for her shattered dreams, Dreams she had for all her life,Dreamt with the kholed eyes today seems all smudged …
Knocking ,he came .. when she was broke,she opened her arms and welcomed his heart, she started believing the true lies , comforting herself with his smiles ….
World changed , Rainbow of happiness all around .. Scared she she started living again , dying heart breathing again..
Fate played the dirty game .. Once again ..
She started questioning to herself yet not loosing her spirit and faith .., who was she to him ? Or now who is she ?
She asked herself again and again ..
Who I am ? What I am ? I am , I want to be ,
Or say , I am what I am …
I am an escapist ..
Escaping the truth ..
I am a learner , learning the myths ..
I am a dreamer ,dreaming beneath …
dreaming long day all night ..
Am I Good ? Good for nothing ,..
I am a Breeze of Sighs !!
Tired of trying mystical tries
Iam a needy in need of love ,
I am greedy, in greed of you..
I am beautiful , just a myth…
I am a cheater cheating on myself ..
I am who I am ..
I am a ball of hope, in your goal ,
A line of words , as a whole ..
A call on hold , story untold
I am A Failure, trying to succeed ,
fake success growing old ,
The darkness in Life under the lamp,
Walking at night on the lonely slope
holding the lamp faith and hope
Hoping to light the Silent eyes luring faith ..
I am the fall from untied rope …
I am the Face of Pain ,
with the glow of Hope …. “Nivedita”